I want:
- To see my ideas comes to life
- To be able to support myself financially through my ideas
- To be organized
- To always be learning
- To hang out with successful, positive and motivating people
- To be a successful RE investor in multi-families, and eventually apartments
- To be a successful business owner
- To travel
- To own my time
- To be financially free
- To have the first financial goal of $1000/month passive obtained within 6months (by Dec.31st 2007)
- To have the second financial goal of $2,000/month passive obtained by 7/31/08
- To have the third financial goal of $5,000/month passive obtained by Dec.31, 2008.
- To own a variety of businesses and apartments
- To be good a good wife, lover, partner and friend to my husband
What do I really want?
I want to be and feel productive. I want to have balance in my life. I believe that if I am working for someone else, that means that I am not working for my own goals. I want to work toward my own goals; I want to figure out how to create value from RE and business on a massive level. I want the value to be recognized by, and a benefit to others.
What do I want out of RE and business? What charges me up?

I LOVE to create. I LOVE to see my ideas in motion and to see that they work. I LOVE the idea of increasing value not through standard appreciation, but through forced equity in commercial. I want to go back to owning my own business. I want to develop apartment buildings. Just the thought of these two areas make me really happy. I want to create successful apartment buildings (8+ units).

Is this focused enough? If no, what would you suggest?